hard to explain

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 05:07:05 GMT

fabulous song: saint simon of the shins-nice music. ladadada....

and this verse:
I'm trying hard not to pretend
Allow myself no mock defense
Step into the night

i always sing as:
I'm trying hard not to pretend
Allow myself no monkey friends
Step into the night

so perfect like that.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:48:22 GMT

there's more women in the world than men.
women are considered a minority.

i think an english teacher might call that logical fallacy. i would call it f*cked up.

whew

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 04:47:32 GMT

DON'T WORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S GONNA BE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!

i think i've figured it out now accurately this time, iron & wine and the shins made covers of the postal service's songs (great heights/silhouettes), not the other way around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some stupid websites misled me but the majority of the other sites convince me otherwise, hopefully it's right. postal service is pure originality. if i'm disappointed again, i'll tantrum. yes, i make up verbs. y not.

short cuz have hw

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 21:24:23 GMT

have u been suffering from dry eyes? then click here for instantaneous (ok not quite that fast) tears. click but maybe not cuz its so sad for those that have hearts.

ANIMAL TESTED PRODUCTS(towards bottom) AND ONES NOT TESTED: i looked here, its sad cuz i use some. but i wanna limit as much as i can, hope u can too, that'd be nice.

so, that was sad. and moving on. piano, learn annoying music (non classical, its crazy talk! y did i ever agree to this madness?!?!)

sat's', yay. i know where i'm going now tho', i'm 'settling' but not really cuz its a good school, top 15ish engineering wise too so that works.

gonna do hw, study, play piano.

weather's been weird.

i like the brevity of each phrase after the first.
whoop whoop fancy words to practice for sat.
so since i'm bored, will stop boring u. adios.

quick yet again

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 01:01:03 GMT

i need to study for sat/act. finally started. here, i'm helping others too by sharing my fun vocab: *note-i've studied these way b4 so if i accidentally am repetitive here, dont be mad, its just cuz i forgot the meanings and reread from my source.
-stoic: indifferent to or unaffected by pleasure or pain
(that's funny cuz when i stoic things in chem it causes me lotsa pain, i didnt know it was a real word tho', interesting..., i wonder what other words i use are real too, could snad really be one? whoa.)
-defenestrate: to throw out of a window.
-supernumerary: exceeding a necessary or usual number.
-deus ex machina: an agent who appears unexpectedly to solve an apparently insoluble difficulty.
-hobbledehoy: an awkward, gawky young fellow.
-uxorious: excessively fond of or submissive to a wife. (whoop whoop. oh esther greenwood, if only u'd have known this existed.
-constitutional: a walk taken for one's health (hmm, & i thought it meant something relating to that wonderful document our country was run by.)
-THIS IS JUST SPANISH I SWEAR-incommunicado: without means or right to communicate.
-(now german)wunderkind: one who achieves success or acclaim during youth.
-WHY ARE ALL OF THESE WORDS JUST WORDS IN OTHER LANGUAGES?
-pukka-(hindi) first-class, authentic
-kvetch(yiddish) complaint
-grumpy basket-(apparently brit. for disagreeable guy)
ok, this is no longer educational and i'm just doing this to amuse myself. so i'll actually be productive.

well i hope this was very educational(towards the beginning anyways). feeling a little less lazy now, whoop whoop. will even go play piano. maybe even that chopin piece i've been avoiding.

just really quick

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 01:44:58 GMT

i have so much homework studying to do and so much that i am just not doing. gotta play piano clarinet and piano too :p. so fun.

chemical formula for grobanite, GrO3.

that concert was so wonderful! squeal squeal squeal. hes so....ahhh! love u raq/jen.! bye. will write more when i can. sorry.

i finished the lazy sunday calvin/hobbes book. so good! he's so hilarious and peppy. speaking of anti-crack. adios.

(sleepy. in bed at midnite, going to school uber early tom. and waking early sat. too, this sux.)

HAPPY BDAY!!!!!!!

snicker hehe

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 01:28:14 GMT

i love joshy boy. from si volvieras a mia:
(translated of course)-And, I am an undone hurricane,
The fire and fury of a volcano
That doesnt turn off
I was like a fine wine
Slave to you
I am no longer able

i need to memorize all the lyrics in italian/english by wednesday! must make haste.

yay for long weekend. shopped today. getting better. adios sickness.

ah, sigh, thanks for persuading me for groban wednesday Jeny. cya.

oh look its 12, check watch again, and now its 1012

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 04:20:01 GMT

i studied so long today and didn't learn anything. except some names like boltzmann etc. sigh, finals stress me out. oh no, bad song in my head. quick switch! i listened to diff. music today, that was fun. (blink 182-easy target=good.) k, tired, read a list of insomnia signs, i had all but one (just cuz that one was 'person u share bed w/ complains of snoring'.)

k, gonna study more.

yes!

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 00:46:23 GMT

yay! calvin went environmental, thank goodness! ah, that made my day!

sigh.

quick

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 22:06:07 GMT

just hurrying cuz i have monstrous amounts of procrastinated hw. gonna do math with a chica soon, i'm sleepy, yawn... i wish i could be playing in snow now :(

:þ

stop it, really

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 20:03:31 GMT

seriously u guys, i'm NOT obsessed with these cartoons, this one relates to me right now, seriously, i gotta see a play soon for english with other eng. peeps so, yeah, its true.....

sigh, what a smarty.

hey guys

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 03:04:52 GMT

since its monday, read this: http://www.yahoo.americangreetings.com/display.pd?path=40930&bfrom=1&prodnum=3021373&
do it! come on, its just a greeting card, but its funny. k, enjoy, its just randomness really. bye.

random poetry

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 01:56:37 GMT

The Flying Dutchman

UNYIELDING in the pride of his defiance,
Afloat with none to serve or to command,
Lord of himself at last, adn all by Science,
He seeks the Vanished Land.

Alone, by the one light of his one thought,
He steers to find the shore from which he came,
Fearless of in what coil he may be caught
On seas that have no name.

Into the night he sails, and after night
There is a dawning, thought there be no sun;
Wherefore, with nothing but himself in sight,
Unsighted, he sails on.

At last there is a lifting of the cloud
Between the flood before him and the sky;
And then--though he may curse the Power aloud
That has no power to die--

He steers himself away from what is haunted
By the old ghost of what has been before,--
Abandoning, as always, and undaunted,
One fog-walled island more.

Edwin Arlington Robinson
(and i thought spongebob came up with the flying dutchman. k, ciao.)

hello shortly.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 01:23:29 GMT

ANN, ann, ANN, ann, ANN, ann, ANN, ann, ANN, ann, ANN, ann, ANN, ann, and anyone else interested.

ahem, here ya go, awesomely wonderful comics: http://www.angelfire.com/wa/zzaran/calvin.html

'night.

note-calvin, such an enlightened kid, it's so kool that way, only disappointing becuz its not really a kid coming up with the comics. either way, theres gotta be someone out there like that, right? ok, i'll assume so. again, disappointing reality. like imaginations, what's the point? kids are only let down when they find out none of that stuff exists. so, what's the purpose? how about the purpose in life? i've thought a lot on that one but yeah, to lazy to type it all out. go calvin, whoop whoop!

awesome

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 23:19:36 GMT

this is what nat's quoting leads to...

what inspired mengxi's icon: http://www.homestarrunner.com/tgs3.html

g2g work on my project. ciao.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 00:20:31 GMT

baking pizza after it rises. i realize the boredom so a cut: who knew the despair of making homemade pizza was such... i have to wait 1 hour and 30 minutes for the dough to even rise... so slow...not that i'm hungry. so why am i filling an entry about food? i have nothing else to do since my plans were cancelled and decided to make dinner for my family instead even tho' it'll be a 9o'clock one. baking-20min. so while that's going i'm watching spongebob, aw, he made friends with a wild sea horse. "don't be afraid, i'm just a talking sea sponge", ah boy. k, i'll go be productive now. ciao.

au jourd'hui. wow, i'm really creative here. i was yesterday tho'....

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 16:56:50 GMT

yesterday: school, so bland, like ginger root.

went to brueggeurs to work on my english project w/ abbey/tia/sami/kit. it was fun and even productive! i got a free caribou drink cuz no one claimed it, my fave drink too-orea snowdrift, yum... abbey had a song in the car with romanian in it so i translated it only some parts were to psycho for me to get. something about being like picasso etc.
started the practice psat booklet.

today: psats, that was ok. i don't have much to say, hmm. well tonite i'm going to aarti's thing-mum's driving me later cuz i can't go that early and don't wanna drive by myself(nor does my mum.)
k, instead of posting a survey that makes U guys do the work of filling it out i'll do this one where i fill it out cuz i'm bored.

and here's this:
Where do you fall on the liberal - conservative political spectrum? (United States)
brought to you by Quizilla

bye.

ok....

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 20:12:22 GMT

colorquiz.com, u click on colors u like, it said i was: Insecure. Seeks roots, stability, emotional security, and an environment providing greater ease and fewer problems.

ok, just cuz i like yellow? whatever.

today: band-kinda boring, math-i'm a bad student in that class/oops, french-again, i'm obnoxious and loud, w. areas-w/e, lang. ap.-some seniors in there are so 'cool'! like liberal/intelligent/awesome peeps. its so fun sometimes. others, ugh., chemistry-its so funny when we're not educating ourselves. i think way too much out loud in that class.

need to play piano. now i went and jinxed it. great. i'm upset with myself. grr. my halloween ensemble(say it with a french accent). yup.

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 19:01:03 GMT

hi mengxi. tried calling u. no answer. i don't have much time today to hang so i shall have to push our social gathering for another day i'm afraid. sorry! really! bye.
-moi

whoa.

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 02:09:52 GMT

i'm a b*tch, i had no clue he was that generous:

Microsoft co-founder Bill Gates has taken first place on a list of the richest people in the US for the 11th consecutive year.

According to the Forbes 400 List, the billionaire tycoon is said to be sitting on a personal fortune of $26.7 billion (£14.8 billion).

It was announced in January that Gates is to be presented with an honorary knighthood, in recognition of his services to enterprise and the voluntary sector in the UK.

Gates and his wife Melinda are the most generous charitable donors in the US, having donated a total of $23 billion (£12.7 billion)to worthy causes.

Forbes magazine will publish its annual list on October 11.

howdy.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 17:57:23 GMT

g2g but these northern sun things were funny too, sharing: http://www.northernsun.com/cgi-bin/ns/scan/fi=products/sf=prod_group/se=Humor.html
ciao!

anti-bush stuff and today.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 04:18:04 GMT

today, first time at the state fair! tres fun! lotsa stuff to do! i like it. its like an amusement park the way its set up. funnel cake, honey stick, french fries, hush puppies, etc. yum and ughhh, i dont feel well. oh well. saw cute animals, rode a ride and a slide. went to nat's-played a fun settler thing game and watched emma, one of nat's fave movies and probably one of anna's now too. ("wait, wait, nooooo! it can't end like this!!!!" anna.) the kitties were so cute! (biting doesn't really hurt so its ok.) have guests from chicago over for the weekend. throat hurts from screaming at fair...

ANNA-you rock! way to save that goat! (at the fair, a goat had its head stuck in the bars and anna willingly touched it/bend its ears etc/pushed its head to free it. who knows how long it was there! so sad...good job civilian!)

submitted to northern sun(demo. magazine peeps showed me, thanx!) this: a possible button (however it's not really a humorous topic) could say "Bush, arrested for drunk driving, where will he steer America?" and leaves many opportunites for an all encompassing image of Bush driving like a maniac etc. i've shared this to someone, dont remember who, anyways, heres some of my fave things i saw on northern sun, cut and ciao!

(bumper stick.) Drive Carefully 90% of all people are caused by accidents.

my name.

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 00:27:25 GMT

looked up my name here: http://www.behindthename.com/

got: ALINA (1) f
Usage: Arabic
Means "noble" in Arabic.

also related to ADELINA f
Usage: Italian, Portuguese, Spanish
Pronounced: ah-day-LEE-nah (Italian), ah-dhay-LEE-nah (Spanish)
Latinate pet form of ADELA
-->ADELA f
Usage: English
Pronounced: a-DEL-a
Originally a short form of names beginning with the Germanic element adal meaning "noble". Saint Adela was a 7th-century Frankish princess who founded a monastery at Pfazel in France. This name was also borne by a daughter of William the Conqueror.

have to wake up tom. at 650am for tennis. wohoo! played irondale today, one of the opponents said she recognized me cuz she knew sarah olt. and such. that was fun. yup. must go now. ttyguysl. adios!

(interesting: NIKE feminine. Usage: Greek Mythology, Ancient Greek Means "victory" in Greek. Nike was the Greek goddess of victory. ).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENY!

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 17:42:42 GMT

HAPPY 16TH JENY!

WOOHOO-UR SO OLD NOW! WOW! UR AWESOME! CYA SATURDAY!

so tired-whimper

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 23:31:47 GMT

i somehow had 8 hours of sleep last night yet the 4 hours of tennis re-drained my energy. my shoulders hurt, *whah, whining...*

gymnastics: go romania! woohoo! i like the balance beam, i said to my mom "u can do that right?" and then soon after the announcer goes "all romanians are born gymnasts" and i looked at my mom, hehe. that's funny. woohoo, look at my handspring, OWW, shatter, crap, call 911! or that's what would happen if i actually tried.

played two matches so far at tennis tryouts, probably all i'll play in matches, will do drills for the next two days, yay olympics the tennis game and the real thing too. won both times 6-3 but i doubt that means i'll be on jv cuz my opponents were former b-squaders in our grade that weren't too hard to beat if i gave my all. sadness, b-squad for yet another year. . w/e. hopefully i'll be w/ friends tho' and i'd be on the one that starts at 245 so i can go home then drive to tennis from home to not depend on a parent picking me up for a ride.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, wanna be on jv but theres so many seniors on tennis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh, ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ciiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.